PROLOGUE
The adventurous stories about Uncle Billy I heard as a child left me uncertain
about what was real and what was imaginary. Even though my two siblings and I
were told many tales about Billy’s discovery of the Banff hot springs in
Alberta, he seemed so far away. That changed in the mid 1970s, when I was on a
trip to western Canada with my then husband and our two children and we stopped
for a couple of days in Banff. While walking down the main street, I spotted a
wax effigy in a shop window. As we drew closer, I saw that it was of William
McCardell.
“”Do you know who that is?” I asked the children.
They both looked baffled.
“Your Uncle Billy.”
“You mean he’s related to us?” Andrea asked, her voice rising in excitement. At
the time, she was eleven, her brother seven.
“Yes.” I was excited, too, remembering Uncle Billy’s hot springs discovery. As
a worker building the railroad tracks that extended across Canada, his story
was one of adventure, curiosity and often recklessness. No wonder, I thought,
that until then he had always seemed like a fictitious, larger-than-life,
character to me. Although as it turned out, the man who discovered the Banff
Springs, along with his brother and another man, was actually relatively small.
“Tell us about him,” Andrea said.
“I don’t know very much. Maybe if we go into this store and ask, they’ll have
more information. And when we get home, we can ask Nanny.” (Their maternal
great grandmother, who was still alive at that time).
For me what this man had long ago been was one of the imaginary characters in
the stories I made up as a child in the northern Quebec bush.
“Let’s go inside,” I said.
Phil did not seem too interested. “I like the stories Grandad tells.”
My father told stories about South Africa where he lived until his family left
for Canada, via England, when he was five years old.
“I remember one about a dog,” Phil said. “It was a small dog.”
“That was the one that saved Granddad’s life. It killed a snake that crept up
on him.”
“What happened to the dog?”
“Poor dog died, too.”
But in this act of loyalty, he had saved my father from being poisoned by a
puff adder.
“And there was another dog,” Andrea said.
“Yes, there was.” The other one was in a book Dad had read both to his children
and grandchildren. Dad loved that dog, too. He loved the way Jock ran free on
the Bushveld.
“Let’s go in,” Gord, my then husband, said. “We’ll see what we can find out.”
So we did, and were fascinated by a variety of historical figures on display.
We soon fastened on the one of our ancestor. And it was in encountering Uncle
Billy’s effigy that the stories of my childhood suddenly became real. As time
went on and I discovered more about the various forebears in my family, what
struck me was how my ancestors had a role in the creation of a country. From
Uncle Billy’s work hammering in the ties and rails of the tracks to the west
coast, his discoveries of the hot springs and, apparently, also of oil (along
with someone called LaFayette) to other stories about another even earlier
pioneer on the other side of the country, Louis Hebert, the first settler in
Canada. Another ancestor of our mother’s, he had farmed on the St. Lawrence
long before the railway was even contemplated.
So after both children were asleep in our hotel room in Banff, I felt compelled
to jot down thoughts about the connections all of this led me to ponder. Until
finally Gord said, “You’ll be exhausted tomorrow if you don’t get some sleep.”
Of course, he was right.
I did not know then that a year later our marriage would be over. Maybe he did
not yet either. Or that one day I would have published books. I simply kept on
writing for another half hour and finally, after that, fell asleep.
Those early thoughts became the starting point for this memoir. Yet I knew even
then that if there were any value to writing it beyond my need to create some
perspective on my own life, it would only be apparent much later. What began
with scribblings about Uncle Billy went on to become tales about the frontier
town where my own story started. And even that was in another era with a way of
life that has, in many ways, disappeared.
So, what follows is based on my life. I have moved from the frontier country to
an urban setting and from one century to another. And over a very long
apprenticeship, I have moved from my early scribblings to publish books. This
has been my life. It is my life.
Another season, fall, is over and winter will soon be
with us, if it is not already. Over the fall, I went on doing readings
from Would I Lie To You? and
meeting people. I read in Hamilton at LitLive on October 4th and in Chatham as a guest of the TriCounty Literacy Network on October
30th. I was the guest at a book club in Toronto on November 16th where I
spoke about my latest book and told stories about my experiences of
writing over the years. Also was invited to another club in November to
talk about my previous novel, Ile d'Or. There are many ways to
spend time with a book club, including Skype these days. So bear in mind
that distance is not a barrier.
